it's NOT easy...to be grateful in anytime..

To be gratefuL in evry seasons is NOT easy..but we can set our heart to make our God smiLe ;)

wew, so complicated i'am huh? my head feel so weavy, a lot of thinks in my mind *mybe...
my spirit father told that if our heart weak, our physics too..i realize that's true.
now, my physic is going down when my heart down b'coz a lot of thinks in my mind.
one day, i can't be gratefull *i dunno why, i was confused at that day, exatcly yesterday, when i was at tanah abang Jakarta with my mom. at that day, my heart feel so terible..i've had a lot of time to thinking n thinking..*siLent mode ON.
and i think, my mom considered that ;p
suddenly, there's a voice from depth of my heart, whisphering me "to be grateful"..at that time i remeber when my spirit daughter, at her first time to proach, she told about "to be grateful". thx God, i've a rhema! Suddenly my heart is healed, n i choose to be grateful in anytime i have..i have to be strong.
finnaly, juz wanna to say, : "that's your DECISION to set ur heart!" :D

it't time to sleep for me....
see yaa^^
God bless...

still facing the GIANTS...

still about family...i think i've already love this topics, haha *LOL
i love my fam with all my heart, thx U GoD^^

the GIANT at my fam is BITTERNESS! >_<'
there's God's words in Heb 12:15, " Whatevere you're BITTER about you're WRONG about. God NEVER blesses bitterness."



bitter? weqz...it's not delicious of course!
many case can causes bitterness in Life...but juz a few people can recover that..
i gve thanks to the Lord b'coz by GRACE of Him, i've let my bitterness go away from my heart..now i pray i pray...for all my brothers n my parent too...

kepaitan => gak bisa bersyukur, sll mengeluh, cri pembenaran diri...itu yg gw alami sblm gw dipulihin -_-
tpi, setelah gw pulih,,,hati gw pulih...n skr gw mulai belajar utk bersyukur apapun keadaan fam gw, gw percaya Tuhan pnya rencana knp gw dilahirin d'fam ini..even keadaan'a ga enak, tpi disinilah gw bertumbuh..n uda seharusnya gw jadi terang buat fam gw.
jadi terang => jadi TELADAN...itu ga semudah yg gw kira...gw ga bisa jalan sendiri tnpa Dia, daging gw lemah bgt...but i know, i'hve a BIG GOD in my heart^^
dan gw mulai belajar berjalan dipimpin RohNya *spt bayi sdg bljr jalan, merangkak,,step by step..that's ME!
belajar gag dikuasai perasaan n amarah...itu ga gmpang, tpi gw tau itu keputusan yg mesti gw ambil.
i pray i pray....may God make my heart strong...i wanna be BOLD n hve a wide heart.

please, pray 4 me...n fam to facing the GIANTS!
Gbu, bLoggerz...

i decided to start blogging again! ;D

WOW..ap kbr blog ku??haha...
trakhir ngBlog te awal 2010, OMAIGATT!!haha *lebay

i juz wanna to say HELLO, here i come back to my blog...^^
why i decided to start blogging again?
honestly, i was inpired by my spirit chiLd, Olga's blog...thx dear...i'hv blessed with ur blog^^
i'd love to share about my heart, my stories..exactly when i could write those^^

okay..many story i want to tell u blogger...but maybe, it's too long n not enough space there *wkakaka :p

english mode [OFF]
haha, maklum yaa....masi proses blajar inggris, haha...
gw crt ttg hari ini aj dh ya...
sbnernya sblm gw mutusin mw nulis blog lg..gw baca blog trakhir saya, n agak kaget juga...ternyata ada tulisan [to be continued....]
yg gw mw share skr, nyambung sma blog gw sebelumnya! gra" itu jg ak jdi tertarik nulis blog lagi...wkwk ;p

"still trying to stand out alone in the crowd, be seen, be bold, and be brave..", that's ME now!
rasanya pengen teriaaakkk "hooowww COooooMe?!"
hri ini, ada sdikit masalah d'humz.. T_T
gw bru sadar...gw ga boleh lemah, gw ga boleh kebawa perasaan mulu...
my fam is so complicated...tpi ternyata ga cuma kluarga gw aja yg complicated, gw byk belajar dri banyak family di sekitar gw, haha..gatau kenapa makin kesini asa Tuhan te nunjukin ke gw bnyak banget CASE @family...and,,,gw banyak belajar dri fam gw sendiri, dimana gw bertumbuh, karakter gw terbentuk, that's my HOME, my FAM!
special thanks to papi JC^^
gw bersyukur bgt punya papi Jc yg selalu ada buat gw, in every season in my life..Dia yg ngajarin gw tetep mengasihi whole of my fam, tetep jdi terang di keluarga..even keadaannya ga enak...ga sempurna, ga seperti yg gw pengen..
now, i thnks God buat setiap LUKA yg Tuhan goresin di hati gw...gw lahir di keluarga mana gw ga bisa milih, tpi gw percaya Dia punya rancangan yg BESAR *lebih dri yg gw kira! Smua luka itu jadi pelajaran berharga di hidup gw..gw jg pribadi spt skr ini, gak terlepas dri didikan ORTU, gak terlepas dri dukungan kluarga gw.

LOVE my FAM so mucH!^^

why o why...Life is so compLicated T_T'

wew....it's my first post @2010...

now, i feel terrible...can't go to sleep...many thinks in my mind...

wana say...: "i'm so tireeeed...God heLp me, gve me strength!"

*hemmpf....why me? why my fam? why n why...

i still love U, God..

k'monn netH!! be boLd!! -__-

[to be continued....]